No one wants to get hurt. No one likes it.
It does not matter what kind of pain it is be it physically or emotionally, everybody hates it. Numbing it for a while makes it even worse when you finally feel it.
That’s the thing about me, I absorb pain. Sometimes a little too much, and I have no where to let it go. I wish I was like most people where they can just freely expressed their emotions. But me? No. I’m not like that, I keep things that are hazardous to myself and it kills me inside everytime. And when that moment when you see or hear something that breaks your heart, then you will begin to drown in that awful pain.
I wish I knew how to make it stop.