Here I am, lying in my pool of thoughts as I ponder in the things that might’ve different. No doubt I’m blessed with everything that I have. You know sometimes I just mess things up. I don’t know what it about me but sometimes I’m just such an emotional wreck. No, it’s not PMS I know what I’m feeling. I feel alone at times when people don’t try to comprehend at my level. Sometimes even Faireen can’t tolerate me. Yeah but then I guess no one can.
Hate what I’m feeling right now.